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shelter ep

by Debutante

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Jennifer Poe Absolutely one of my favourite independent records, really fantastic Favorite track: shelter.
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mold 07:12
wedlock burying its sad children in the woods never caught never questioned who would? we dig them out these vessels of flesh and blood found holes punched in their backs their skulls filled with static and mold we showered them in kind words and love but how fruitless these efforts were one whimpered "all your mending, your supposed help it's piercing it's crushing it's too much it hurts" i never got what happened next increasing noise static ripped a skull apart its splinters gnawed into my skin i bled. screamed. "say no more we could just seal you away theres noone to confide in for the rest of your days"
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die wärme deiner worte die beherzte stimmung im saal ich werde geschätzt für jetzt bin ich endlich jemand
3.
shelter 07:23
my mother beat me so much as a kid with cooking spoons, belts, coat hangers on a nigh-daily basis it crushed my spine, it crushed my self esteem and every time she locked me in the attic, i internalized all of it so i grew up to be self-loathing i grew up to be depressed i grew up to spend entire weeks with my head buried in my hands my father beat me aswell so he is no better at all nowadays hes angry that we never seem to talk 'youre being too resentful. you should really move on' well you never showed remorse or apologized at all so i cannot and i am envious of everyone growing up in a healthy environment and i hate myself for not being over it after years and how i lack the financial stability to move out but most importantly i hate my mother and her spouse "you're being overdramatic again." i've always been a weakling i guess it just can't be helped.

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an ep about growing up in a physically abusive household, validation and depression. written and recorded january to march 2015.

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released March 26, 2015

all songs written by debutante.
mastering by sylphae.

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